The past two nights have been fun but the consequence is the tiredness of today:)...Friday night was a big Birthday party of one of my good friends..the party room was very nice..and the people were good too..ofcourse dancing involved...there are some people in that party specially girls who already have married that act strangely...I don't understand them..for example they give you dirty looks and all..I am not sure if they are jealus of me or what..I mean they are educated women who have nice husbands or at least seems to have a nice life..and it seems that as if they have missed on their singlehood life..or may be I am wrong..but anyways..I don't even want to think about them..I had a great time in that party..I was so into music and dancing that I bearly ate food;)!!and even talked!!to anyone...to me dancing is a form of getting energy from the nature and sharing energy with people...I love it..I would rather dance than do specific work out..its sooooo boring...anyways...I am happy that at least three of my very good friends were there.. I got to practice saying "no" as well:)...to what I really don't want to do..why should you please some one who would totally bash you in another situtation...
Last night was another birth day party and it was small and great...have you ever seen films where two men are interested in the same girl?...well that was the case for me;)but thank God nothing exciting happened:)... I don't like to break any ones heart..but I don't want to choose some one I am not interested either..so I hope time will change the situation...but the funny thing was that for the first time, I realized how much I like this friend of mine and for the first time in my life I pictured him beside me when they read the marriage lines..I pictured him, sharing a new life...its amazing I have never pictured anyone in my life in that manner....even the guys who I "thought" I was interested in..